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I am not even sure it was an NDE, but it was a strange experience.
I was in a wreck as a young teenager. I was knocked out, but I had the sensation of tumbling through a wheat field that I could clearly visualize, with a bright white light pushing me from behind. It was a peaceful experience; no fear.
Prior to my suicide attempt I wrote a book as my suicide letter to my loved ones that compiled my journal entries over the past three years capturing the events that led me to that point.
On August 29, 2001, I was working my last shift at Gem Mountain Sapphire Mine in Philipsburg, Montana. I was 19 years old and about to start my freshman year of college. That day, I was assigned to the "fee dig" site on the mountain—a location where customers could dig their own dirt, concentrate it down, and search for sapphires.
I was working aboard an ocean-going research vessel. We (me and my teammates) were using deep-water side-scan sonar for mapping the seafloor and searching.
I am someone who from a young age experienced loss of those I cared for. My father passed of suicide when I was only twelve and my mother cast me out into the world shortly after. My maternal grandmother tried the best she could, along with my maternal grandfather, to look out for me. However they both had health issues and my grandfather also passed during my teens, leaving my grandmother alone. Although she was unable to care for me full-time, she always loved and believed in me more than I did myself.
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